Loss

I feel like I have lost a son.

It hurts like nobody's business.

I cannot discuss it.

I must go on with my life.

Now, how to normalize when life is not normal......

I believe I will not be tested beyond my capacity to endure, so I have faith that I can get through this. I just don't know what that will look like right now.

Prayers are much appreciated. Questions at this point are unquestionable.